No Smoking ~ One Week

Okay.  It's been a week.  I'm very, very proud of myself.
That's not to say that it's all over, that I'm all clear.  Not so.  I know that for a very long time this will be a monster that I'll have to keep at arm's length.  But it's been a very long time since I've been this clean.
I've got three weeks left of this all-natural program that I'm doing.  I really think it's working for me.  That the fact that I really, really was ready to do this.
Today wasn't so bad except when I kinda got penned in here in the house by all the rain. I'm an outdoors sort of person and I've got get outside.  I'm 'solar powered' and when there's no sunshine to keep my battery charged, I run down pretty quickly.  Although I've never had a doctor write it in my medical chart, I think I have Seasonal Affect Disorder.  Winter time is bad.  Rainy days are bad.  Cold weather is bad (and COLD to me is anything less than 70 degrees).
But, honestly.  I'm doing okay.  Really, really okay. 
Since it's very difficult for me to talk about 'how I'm doing' with this, and that aspect seems to get worse the further I get, I just might not post on it everyday.  I'm sure my few readers ae growing tired of the same ol' saga.  If there's anything phenomenal to report, I'll let you know.
Soon I'm going to gather up all the cigarette lighters I've got stashed away.  I'm finding one in coat pockets, jean pockets, bathroom drawers, extra pocketbooks.  I've always said that not having a light was as bad as not having a cigarette.  I'll keep you updated on this.  Thanks again for all your support.
Until next time............deep breathe.